So I guess this was about 4 summers ago

There was a concert. He now had an extra ticket, so he asked me, and I went, with him and his family (parents, brothers) and I was having a great time. I really liked his family and I think they liked me too, from what I can remember anyway. And it was in an ampitheater, and we were outside, it was a beautiful summer evening, the music was loud and we were just dancing. And he was holding my hand and twirling me around and we just danced and danced and danced, and finally I got tired of waiting for him to kiss me, so he spun me around and I just kissed him. That night, he called me, "Why'd you kiss me?" "I don't know, it just seemed like the right thing to do." "Well that kiss was awesome, it was a movie kiss, it was slow and so nice and perfect"

ahh yes, the movie kiss, I'll never forget it. 

In the middle of the night

I'm at home for a week or two now before I start my summer job, camp counselor extrodinaire! Anyway, I was flipping through some of the books on my bookshelf, trying to decide which one I wanted to re-read, and I found this letter I had written to an ex-boyfriend, not too long after our break up:

D*****,

Hi. I admit, I don't even really know how to begin this, so I guess I'll just ask, how are you? I could say I'm great, just wonderful, better than ever (ezra) but then I'd be lying. I mean I'm ok, I'm fine, I'm pretty good, but I might as well just say it, I miss you. I miss you. I miss you in some of the worst ways I didn't even know existed. I don't want you to take this the wrong way, I'm not expecting anything out of this, I just needed you to know. Also I'm wondering why you seem to have severed all ties with me, is us having a friendship too much to ask? If it is, can we at least be pen pals? We can pretend like we don't know each other if you want. You can just be another college student who tells me about the snow up there and I can be just another high school girl in a small town asking you how mirrors work. Please don't disappear forever,

Allie

man, I was...a bit melodramatic, I mean "I miss you in some of the worst ways I didn't even know existed" that's a bit much, even for me. Funny thing, as I was reading this, I was thinking how I still do miss him, and how he has disappeared, I just hope it's not forever.

Sunday Funday

This day, I do not like, but I am getting over it, because well, you just have to. Everyone is leaving which makes me sad. And I am confined to the library writing a paper, did I mention that I hate writing papers. I almost physically can't, but somehow I am but it's just taking me about 3 years per page. But the good news is that this is the last paper I will have to write for a long time. And tomorrow I go home! Ugh but I still have to pack and figure out how to get to the storage place, and the post office...and then finally the airport!

Haha, I am currently wearing a t-shirt that does not belong to me which also makes me happy because it reminds me of last night that I spent with the owner of said t-shirt. 

Somehow avoided getting written up, while drunk and breaking paritals and having 2 run-ins with RA's. Yeah I don't know how I did it either. Charm, good looks, etc. etc. Up on the roof roof (tell your boyfriend not to be mad at meee, thanks Luda) Trying on each other shoes, tackling each other? Not for real though, Eye drops that certainly did not make it into his eye, etcccc

An all around fun night. Spent at least a good 20 minutes arguing with two guys who I was sure were twins, but they denied it? We argued over whether or not they were twins. Can you really even argue about that? I hope they weren't because it's funnier that way. 

Drinking beer so fast because people need our pitcher, parading around in heels, crazy jacket, one piece, also known as a dress, lost my favorite ring to the t-shirt owner, sad. Your Mothers diner, best chili fries ever, burnt my mouf. Scott Squared!! drinking through straws, funneling beers, self-timer!! I love that picture. sippin on the goose, being a silly goose

Saturdayy

It's a Saturday and I'm in the library, LAME

but the good news is that a week from this Monday, I'm freeee

Work now so that I can play later. Hopefully tonight has lots of fun in store, but not a repeat of last Saturday, a little too much fun for me. Woke up Sunday and tried to figure out why I had paraded around all night with a red bandana tied around my head, and I don't even own a red bandana or have any recollection of how I acquired it. Yes, this is my life. Not to mention I consumed a taco from the mysterious taco truck that was parked on the street. Also I was responsible for a lot of people falling down some stairs, my bad y'all (I do feel really bad about that though).

A countdown of sorts:

1 Civ-a-licious paper (8-10 pages)

1 Español Art Analysis (3-5 pages)

1 Diffy-Q's exam (terrifying!!)

1 Español examen (not so terrifying)

and 9 Days away from SUMMER